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Others This person is red of face, His tears run at such pace, His eyes show red of tension, To believe in other's mention, His plain visage holds no bars, For torment released in raged wars, His self esteem is none to nie, His passion to fulfil others, Is blended within satin covers, No more to live in denial, To live in the lies of truth, To live in the ego of others, To live in the passion of others, To live in the convenience of others, To live in the morals of others, I want to be just like you, Hurting others, and never true, Not to worry, and not to care, While others sit and stare, Tell me when the end is nie, So

Thank you I digest you: you are mine as one with me. Incisors and molars grind you and open you, as a key. I'm swallowing you now; your destiny waits below my waist. I can still taste you; your foul scent of self nothingness is now unchaste. In my body, yourself is mine; no, thank you for the help. I would be nothing without you; so your thanks are heard; But I must leave you now; your blood has been drained; You are no longer of any use to me. I will be so kind as to leave you with your putrid waste of mine. This indeed has been an appetising meal, I must say; But your hospitality is no longer welcome; shall I pay? By Adam Peeroo

Discovery If I were to say I love you; I would expect nonetheless in return. Love is strong, but more so is truth; therefore I would expect nonetheless in return. I could blame everyone for the way I am, because in spirit we are one. But it is myself that I blame for listening to "the truth". Everyone is different apparently so why must I be like you? Your words of wisdom I shall share, but in the moulding of my own. How can you look in the street and despise everyone on the road; Just because their wisdom has not sprouted from your own. All I want is happiness, but you always make me sad; Respect my life, and you will see that it i

Instead How come I see you standing by his side instead of mine? I am broken to see you in happiness without me. I can't tell you anymore, "I love you" seems so far away now. Friendship means a lot, and selfish as I am; I want you all for my own. I would have died for you, given everything for you, But now I am dying inside; and I have nothing more to give. Having nothing is my weakness. It feels like I have been voided. I have lied; I am not, and never will be perfect. But truth did fill my veins once. I gave it all to you. Envy fills me now, which is not in my nature, But with the envy I see a new life strewn before me. Sitting

But Every night since I met you, I have been dreaming. Your perfect eyes, perfect hair. Perfect. Love songs which haunted me seemed so clear now. To be in love with you seemed so close, but there is always something to stop me. I dreamt you loved me too, but there is always something to stop me. I drew a heart on my own in abundance of yours, but it faded today on my own accord. All that remains is the scar of unwant and denial. You did nothing wrong except follow your heart, And as bitter as I am, I will keep my faded heart forever. By Adam Peeroo

New Love I know I haven't known you for long, but it feels like forever. I chose to hold my peace, and speak to you never. A poem at first seems wrong and weird, But my life was broken, until you appeared. I cannot promise that you will love me, But I can promise I will love you till my end will be. Friend or not, I hope you are happy, for that is why I'm here, But if you weep, Or shed a tear, I hope you will know, I will always be here. I met you, in the dark, where anything can go, You stand alight, in wondrous dreams, shining in the snow. You are my muse, new I know, but still it remains to me, Never unspoken, but yet I hea